Okay Sarah. I honestly don’t know what to say anymore. Im out of words. but i still know i will never be the same person i am today, without you. You made me a better person each day& i was so proud to call you my best friend. I knew that you were always there when i needed you no matter what. i could talk to you about everything&anything, and now knowing that i don’t have you there, breaks me inside.you were the closest i ever was with anyone. So why didn’t our friendship last? The truth is, i don’t really know. i know we fought A LOT. but why? we would usually get through it. why THIS fight that we aren’t friends?  i remember the last word in person i said to you was “whatever sarah”, but i don’t want it to be the end. i never did. the thing i loved about “us” was that we would always stick togetherr. through thick and thin, NMW. we would always be togetherr in the end. & I’m going to miss knowing that your not gonna be there at the end. i want you to know that i will ALWAYS be here for you. although now we might not talk, or even look at each other, but i just want u to know I’m here for you. i always have been and i always will. my favorite memory of us was our laughs. thats all we did. laugh laugh laugh laugh. & even when we would cry about something, in the end we would laugh. i never let anyone get between our friendship, because it was so important to me. you were my best friend. the one who i could call, the one who i could trust me whole life with. But now she’s gone, and I’m empty. thank you for everything sarah. i couldn’t have asked for a better best friend than you. like you said, i hope i even find someone that makes me laugh the way you did, made me smile the way you did. but i just want you to know that there will NEVER be someone just like you. I’m going to miss u so much its crazy, thank you for all the memories we had. it was an amazing life time experience. iloveyousarahwelch<3. dont cryy babbyy